Winter is normally my favourite season {going slow, early nights, scarves and the ocean}. But this week all I can think of is brighter days {and sunshine too}.
Little miss two isn't well and for days it's been little-sleep nights {peppered with anxiety as I hold her close and listen to her strained breathing and sleeping tears}.
I've been looking into her big eyes and watching closely as sleep arrives {sending her body love to help it as it heals}.
But mostly I keep telling her that she's getting better {little by little each day}. And especially when she tells me it hurts.
I'm exhausted {and trying my best to keep cranky and tears at bay} and I'm giving thanks for health {and reminding myself to do so every day}.
Today we looked at the winter sky {mostly white and grey} and watched as rain filtered through.
In the early afternoon we spotted a patch of blue {and I wished for summer}. But little miss two just stared at that light blue {the dark clouds and the rain} and asked where her rainbow was.
I told her the sky was missing a rainbow today. She said we can wait.
And that's what today has felt like, strained and dark lit up by patches of smiles and a giggle too. Resting {and healing} and waiting for brighter days and that wonder-light feeling of health {and rainbows too}.
Elisa xx
Do you have a favourite season?
